In the year 2011, I am breaking up with myself. I will be journaling my journey in the hopes of sticking to my plan of losing all of the bad habits I have acquired over the years. This is NOT a New Year's Resolution but an official parting of ways from the woman I have become and an attempt to get back to the woman I truly am...
Wish me luck.
Goals:
1. Moderate alcohol intake; this will begin with a month in which I do not drink at all (see previous blogs about alcohol to understand why this is necessary)
2. Stay clear of emotionally unavailable men (see previous blogs about men to understand this one)
3. Live Healthy; eat better, exercise
4. Work Healthy; stay focused but not let it take over my existence
5. Be a better friend
Starting points:
1. Current alcohol intake: I go out once or twice a week and drink 3-5 drinks each time. Being completely honest, at least once a month I get embarrassingly drunk and act ridiculous. These events are usually followed by a morning of emotional and physical hangover.
2. Current Man: EXTREMELY emotionally unavailable but awesome person who has no interest at all in being in a relationship with me but thinks I'm awesome and also enjoyed our sexual relationship for 7 months. He has been informed of my break up and we are going to attempt friendship.
3. Well, to illustrate this one I'll just inform you that I just ate 3 buffalo wings and an apple sauce for dinner....I did exercise today(danced for 25 minutes and did yoga for 10)
4. I work 6 days a week; 5 of these I'm there at least 12 hours a day....I've been having bad dreams about work every day of this break in which I've attempted not to do any work related activities.
5. I have a few awesome friends but I'm almost positive that they are all frustrated with me for one of the following: not listening to their advice, not answering the phone/texting back, not making time to hang out with them, not having confidence in myself.
1 comments:
Good luck! And have a happy New Year!x
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